It’s Different This Time?

I (29m) previously completed 90 days of retention and felt like a God. Like I had embodied my higher self and was transmuting like crazy - work, exercise, etc.

Of course, as the story goes, I met a girl (which I’ve since cut off) and we had sex a handful of times to which I ejaculated.

I’ve been back on the horse, 30 days in, but it feels completely different. I’ve been drawn to just sit, read a book and rest. I sleep excessively (not the 6 hours I experienced prior) but more like 8-10.

It feels like my body is in a holding pattern of rest, but I’m trying to understand why this time round feels different. My diet is still good, I’m still exercising (not as much, however). This last week I’ve just been reading a lot, I don’t watch porn, but I still have impure thoughts from time to time (same as last time, I suppose).

Any thoughts here? Has anyone experienced this too? Is my body finally resting? Thanks!